Every facet of the life — every corner of the life there are millions of people who do the same thing you do, as one can tell photography, music, sports, fashion, anything and everything.
Is the competition and measurement of rules defining success and pride?
If so, the time, frequency, state of your mind is the competition you are facing.
How can accolades come to certain people and not others even though they are all the same at a certain level? Because there is no measurement of pristineness other than circumstances.
Where is the corner — where no one is available — is it not the solitude? Find your solace in a corner.